Is that how you have developed as an artist: with a clearer view of what you see and how you translate this into your work?
I think it is about recognizing what a painting should have. The personal feeling, or conviction even, what a particular painting needs from my perspective. Regardless of whether it’s a portrait or something else. Indeed, that comes with age. Also being able to recognize when you decide a painting is finished. That insight grows over the years. Sometimes you also end up somewhere with a painting and it just isn’t right. You have to be very honest with yourself about that. Recognizing things like that has become easier over the years. Being an artist is really just asking yourself questions. And daring to trust the choices you make in response.
I sometimes have created something in only 15 minutes and yet I had the absolute feeling that it was right. And you could say: “But you made it in only 15 minutes!” My response would be: “I made it in 53 years and 15 minutes.”
In terms of constant growth, I also don’t really believe artists when they say: “I’m only this kind of an artist”. I believe that openness and even the essence of being an artist lies in questioning things over and over again. The artistic journey is more important than a fixed style. If I had wanted to, I could have made a fixed choice several times in my career: when I did my collected drawings or the Japanese paintings, but I just wasn’t interested in that at all. That would be like a surrendering of my artistry.